I have smoked marijuana since I was 20 and now I'm 36. I grew up with some kind of mental disorder, which later I found out to be depression or panic attacks. I was uncomfortable moreso than comfortable. I find pot motivates me, helps me problem solve, and gives me supernatural strength at times. I see a lot of people that are miserable in their daily life. For what? I rarely have a bad day now except for when I don't smoke. It makes me conquer things I could never have before. I have never hurt anyone while using this, nor committed any crimes. How can they say this is a gateway drug when it takes away anger? I see people do the dumbest things on alcohol all the time. That should be Iillegal.
My dilemma is that I love my wife, I love my kids, but my wife doesn't understand how this helps my chemical imbalance. Unfortunately, "Johnny law" agrees with her. I own a successful business, have nice cars, home. All because of pot. No, I don't deal it. I gets me motivated and gives me brilliant ideas. She says she will leave me if I don't quit. Hey honey, look around you. I don't smoke in front of you nor the kids. How does that hurt? All you have and enjoy is because of this. I am trying to quit. It's hard. I'm finding my way back to the depressed kid I was for years. Why??? I look at miserable people in stores, restaurants, roadways, people treating people mean. If you get lazy from pot, it's not for you.
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