I have smoked weed seriously for 10 years. I will be 28 years old next Saturday and I haven't smoked weed for 3 days. Tomorrow will be day #4 and I'm very excited because that's how many days I had quit a month ago for the first time since I started in 1991.
I want to let everyone know that I do think weed is addictive, but you can quit. I'm proof. I'm a single mother and still LOVE to party with the best of them. I have a house, car, job, and go to college. Weed is universal, it's everywhere--it's all about self-control, discipline, and what you want. I want to keep smoking weed, but I change. If I'm in a party situation, I'm cool. Me and my boyfriend are hangin' out, it could go either way--I may be pleasant and loving or I'm the biggest b--ch in the world!
My boyfriend smokes too, mostly with me. He's around MUCH more smokers than me, but he also doesn't have a problem with it. I DO! I would buy it as soon as I ran out. One day about a week ago, my bank account was empty, no paycheck for two weeks, but I managed to get that bag. The bad thing about that is I couldn't pay for my son to go on a school trip. He's in 1st grade. What was up with that? I had to borrow money for him so he could go--but that's okay right? He got to go and Mom had her weed. Not cool at all. I want to be more than someone's secretary. I want to move to a warm place and be successful. I wanted to go into politics, help the world lose some of this conservatism we're going to have with our future President, but my boyfriend told me I'd be ripped to shreds because I'm outspoken and have no problem admitting I'm a pothead. Hey!, I'm keeping it real, right? But it's the truth, I will never be able to chill some other politicians out because of my weed.
Anyway, I felt compelled to respond--I'm reading how everyone thinks they can't quit or put it off for awhile. YOU CAN. I am proof. Three days and counting. Let me tell you, IT SUCKS, but I feel good because I'm in control of the weed and it's not controlling me. I will go back and smoke, hey, my birthday falls on a Saturday. But I will not buy it and I will not be given a bag. Weed is cool--in moderation. Waking and Baking is cool too--not every friggin' day. Don't let the cloud take you over. Enjoy life--your alive and can. Don't throw away your money. If you think a rehab is going to laugh at you, go to another one. Do something to keep you busy--put on headphones, go for a walk.
I know I sound corny, but let me tell you--I am one of the coolest weed smokers around and know how exactly every one of you is feeling. Been there, done that, conquered and will probably/well maybe fall again. Admissions to yourself and getting over that 1st week is the battle. I wish all of you luck. Please believe in yourself--it's key. You're in control if you want to be.
MVW
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